Tuesday, January 20, 2009

A Long Year

I can't believe it has been a year since Charlie actually asked me to be his girlfriend. I thought it was just another I-got-dumped-and-just-need-you-to-comfort-me-until-I-get-back-with-her-again moment. I gladly (oh, really?) accepted the 'job'. That's what I promised him years ago. I only wanted him to be happy.

He asked me on the 18th actually. A day after the ex-girlfriend got a new boyfriend. It's pretty obvious that he only wanted to fill her place just so he won't fell empty inside. So I gave him the options to leave me whenever he felt ready. It doesn't matter if he's going back to the girl or find another girl. I'm pretty much used to his "No, I'm gonna make this relationship happens" and later catch him already with the girl behind my back. That's what friends are for.

And the fact that we're hundreds of miles away made me believe that things won't work out for us. He 'cheated' me back then when I can see him everyday and we had lunch or dinner together for almost everyday. So what can a long-distance relationship promise me? Absolutely nothing.

But it happened anyway. Hundreds of miles away, communicating through Skype and phone everyday. Then a few days before my birthday last year he went million miles away from me. He promised me he would be faithful. And I reminded him that the option is still available.

I'm glad we managed to get through the year pretty well. Last month he told me to be prepared for a big surprise when he comes back home. So I have about a month of waiting to do. Hmm...

Oh, about the ex-girlfriend. I think she's a psycho. Or maybe she got some loose screw somewhere in her head. The time she dumped Charlie she actually asked me why don't I become his girlfriend, to which I replied that is his to decide, and I will keep him company for as long as he wishes me to, as a friend. Then I heard how she badmouthed me for stealing him from her. And now she broke up with her boyfriend I think she'll hate me even more. Whatever!

Queenie said she can't wait to hear some good news from me and Charlie. Well, Queenie dear, don't worry. You'll be in my top list of people to get my invitation if things are getting more serious between us ;)

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