Monday, March 12, 2007
I have been lying to a lot of people lately. And I have been lying to myself for almost my entire life. Just now I SMSed the GF, asking for her help if she could talk to him. I told her he often skip his sleep and meals lately. I know she could do something about it because they contact each other often. She told me he sleeps and eats like he always do. Maybe a bit lesser than he used to. But he is sleeping well and eating well. I guess they are now together. Without him telling me anything about it. I guess this is the time I have to leave. Should I bid him goodbye? Or should I just walk away silently? I'm trying to collect some strength to walk away from this. But I doubt it would be easy.